Tuesday, August 08, 2006
hatred .. .. friends huh ? dont make me laugh .. just when u need them the most they will be no where to be found .. damn it ... feel so frustrated .. sigh .. sigh .. maths , physics = fail ... poly suck man .. zzz
Signing off as Memories 10:54 PM
Monday, June 26, 2006
its been awhile since i last blogged .. had my math paper today .. i screwed up totally .. just feel so useless .. simple questions also i got it wrongly .. was actually nervous .. well nvm .. i can only say i really screwed up my math paper .. i did it using my pencil then for the last 10minutes i read the instruction on the first page must be written in pen .. zzz i was like omg .. well i rush by writing over my answers in pen .. didnt had enough time .. sigh .. really screwed up the paper ..
well for the past few days i;ve been thinking if i should drop out from sch and head for NS .. cuz its like too many things ... now no one is tutoring me maths .. yesterday i had daniel and derek to teach me .. well i need to thank them .. if not for them i will not know some of the questions in the paper .. just that i;ve been thinking should i even be in a poly .. feel so usless ..
honestly really useless in many stuff .. many stuff .. sigh .. things haven't been going well for me for the past few days .. i know i'm whining .. well i cant help it as this is the only place i can do that .. so ya thats it ..
Signing off as Memories 10:17 PM
Sunday, June 11, 2006
sigh sigh sigh ~ i guess i lack something .. bla bla bla .. sigh .. as for now my mind is not at ease .... too many thoughts .... zzzzz ... well today i need to go out cuz of my friends birthday or else i would be at home all day ... -.- i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed time ............ aaa crap .. nevermind .. study week is here .. its for 2 weeks .. after that got common test .. aaaaaaaaa i;ve got to buck up .. neeeeeeeeed some time .. zzzz afraid i might flung the common test .. just that some stuff isnt going into my head ... cant concentrate .. screw chong .. -.- well its not his fault .. i was dumb enough to listen to him ... bla bla .. ~ well no mood to carry on .. end ...
Signing off as Memories 2:05 PM
Friday, June 02, 2006
bla bla ~ zzz fail my maths paper .. got 12 out of 30 .. badly done for my class test .. -.- no mood to even really study .. it would be great if i know something so i wont be so troubled .. sigh .. boring school, boring life .. zzz later then blog
Signing off as Memories 7:06 AM
Saturday, May 27, 2006
agkfgnkfnhdf;mhasdfsdfdsfsdfsfsfsghkjknh.................. i just feel so troubled .. dont know where to express it .. thats why i;m writing here .. told chong about it .. well he gave me positive points to cheer me up ..but i can;t help it .. its like against me all the times .. i am just tired with so many things in my mind .. studies and some other personal stuff .. i cant really concentrate with my studies .. just feel so troubled .........my mind is not at ease .. i'm such a failure .. never once i was successful .. i'm just disappointed .. i cant really say its jealousy ... i'm so dumb to get myself into this mess .. crap ... guess i gonna play bball at night to relax myself .. zzz its been a long time since i last played bball .. months ago .. zzzzzzzzzzz i just cant really help it .. feel so uneasy with certain stuff in my mind .. sigh .. zzz
Signing off as Memories 12:46 PM
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
tired .. life is just getting boring .. sian .. math math math .. i'm so sick of math .. i wish someone who will help me .. some of my frens are busy with their sch stuff .. sigh .. screw my math lecturer .. teach like never teach ... zzzz even my classmates also have problem understanding his teaching method ... pretty stressed up ..i understand for my course i need math but why must we still learn physics .. -.- aaaaa.. sian .. well today met up Qi .. long time never meet him le .. hmm so met up with him and went to cwp cavana and talk talk talk .. we were catching up .. his life looks more fun compared to mine .. haha .. cool .. my goals this year is to pass all my module and aim to get 3points .. sigh with math and science ..its like too hard to achieve that point .. -.- .. to nyp .. i hate e learning .. :x
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Signing off as Memories 8:29 PM
Saturday, April 22, 2006
well well been busy with sch .. didnt had the time to blog .. just reached home .. well today meet up with chong to study math .. hohoho .. we went to the library but no place to study it was packed so is mac .. we went to the food court and study maths there .. Lol .. we had our dinner there too .. so stress -.- we have to cope with math and physics .. from ite to poly ... wooo like very big jump .. :x well pretty tired ...i'm gonna sleeeeeeep ...story ended .. :D or dota later ... hahah release stress .. :x
Signing off as Memories 11:19 PM
